more

I found out today that the injections mean more physical therapy....6 times per injection. I wasn't expecting that. It's just more scheduling worries.....work and school, therapy and TKD......where is the time for things like cooking and housework??? Sleep I can't avoid. The pain medications, muscle relaxer, and an assortment of other must-have medications have me walking/talking like a drunk gal every night. Waking every morning is an exercise of toothpicks and ice water. I have no idea how I'm going to manage to get these kids to school every morning. How did my life come to this?

OK, so I'm having a bad day.

I talked to the nurse today. I expected that the injection I had Friday would have improved my pain level by now. She says no, not to expect it with the first injection. Lovely. I seriously feel like my pain is just getting worse and worse. I'm sick of it. Completely and totally sick of it. I feel like a glass ball that is about to just shatter into a million pieces. I just don't want any more.